silverjade2003

Why is it my heart still breaks at the sound of your name? Why after a year and a half do I still miss and care for you? Have you really damaged me so badly that there's no chance of putting the pieces back together again?
I see happy couple's and remember when that was us. I wonder if I'm such a failure that I just couldn't find a common ground to make us work.
Is this what happens when a Daddy leaves there little unexpectedly?
The heartbreak and confusion you left behind haunts me every day still. The wondering if you ever cared at all or if I was just convenient at the time.
I listen to others tell me what they saw in you and I don't want to believe it still because my heart still remembers your kindness and touch.
So many questions that I will never have answered.
So many things that keep me up at night and yet I put on a smile and push through the day because I can't let others see how broken I am.

looking for someone to RP with on skype or here. mostly want OC RP chars and in a world were vampires and other fantasy creatures exist. i do do smut in my RPs but i want romantic tendencies. there also has to be conflict. message me for more information if you're interested or email me @ silverjade2003@hotmail.com with the subject line RP partner.

Lately i've been on a role with the writing. going over old stories and adding a little to each. and realizing how much i've grown as a writer. so hopefully more will be posted soon. i hope you are all enjoying what i posted so far.

'Til next time

So, it's been awhile since I updated this thing. thought it was finally time to since I'm finally getting back into the swing of things. a lot has happened including a failed marriage, but I'm happier now and hope to be posting more things in the days, weeks, and months to come (assuming the flow of words continues lol).

I'm also thinking of taking on some requests to help me get started again. so feel free to drop me a message if you're interested and we can discuss things. no guarantees right now though.

'Til next time.

Jade

I've decided that it is time to get back to me and what i love. my writing and working with Photoshop. i have spent far too long letting people use my kindness and willingness to please as a way to bring me down. i hope to one day find that person that wants me for me... but he or she is far from here right now.